Looks like I made it through another layoff at the agency. Although apparently my name did come up. Very nerve wracking. My blood pressure is all high.
It's not even the losing of the salary as much as it would be losing the insurance. I'd be completely and utterly fucked.
So looks like I'll have to actually do more at work, which is fine with me. That was making me nervous anyway. Stayed until 10 tonight getting something done. Came home and sat down and the next thing I knew it was an hour later. Out fucking cold.
If we lose both our big accounts on the edge, I may still lose my job. We need some goddamn new accounts.